God Sent

My Love,

          These past few days, I wasn’t able to write you a letter. I became so busy and overwhelmed with everything happening around me. But now, I’m finally here writing to you because you deserve to know what’s in my heart.

          Lately, I’ve been so problematic. Financially, I don’t have enough allowance. There’s still an issue with my toga cap and other small problems that keep piling up. But the biggest struggle really is money. It’s been heavy to carry.Yet even in all of this… you are always there.

          I’m so thankful because you keep helping me, lightening the weight on my shoulders. You always find a way to solve things with me. Earlier, when you said, “Kana ra problema nimo? Ka gamay, pangitaan nato nag paagi,” your words comforted me so much. In that moment, I felt safe. I felt understood. I felt loved.

           You always motivate me to strive harder. You comfort me whenever I feel down, anxious, or afraid of the board exam. While looking at you a while ago, hearing you tell me not to be afraid and to seek God first above everything else, I silently told myself, “I am so lucky.” Because I truly am. I’m so blessed to have a boyfriend, a partner like you. Without you, I honestly don’t know what I would do or what would have happened to me. You bring peace to my storms and calm to my worries.

            Last night, I prayed to God to help me with all these problems… and His answers came so fast. Today, your dad even gave me ₱1,000 for my allowance. God is truly great. He knows exactly what I need and who I need in this season of my life. And I prayed that God will never allow me to lose you, because you are exactly the kind of man I prayed for, for years. A man like you.

I’m grateful,deeply grateful for God’s love, for your family’s kindness, and most of all, for you. Thank you for being my strength, my comfort, and my answered prayer.


With all my heart,  

Your future wife



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